I see them

I see them
with their pretty hair and gorgeous eyes
pretty smiles that tell no lies
never asking for much but wishing for more
always knocking on that closed and locked door

Can't I share with them
the beauty that they posses and laughter they create
they do not lie and hide but are truthful and don't hesitate
with their perfect hair and their gorgeous eyes
being jealous of them isn't a surprise
when they contain all that beauty with no lies

I see them
with their charm and charisma
taking names and beating out the system
they have their wits about them and they always seem to care
throwing all caution to the wind never getting scared

Can't I share with them
the charm that they posses
that washes over me like a gentle wind that can caress
the fierceness of the heart yet the kindness of the soul
being jealous of them is something I can't control
when they make hearts so warm and fierce anger so cold

No, I can't share with them
the charisma they posses
the charm that they contain that has a gentle wind's caress
I can't share with them
the beauty that they have
causing others to smile and others to laugh
I'll always be scared of knocking on that door
because the fear of being rejected is something that would hurt more

Being jealous of them is something I feel
that makes my blood run cold and my warm heart turn to steel

Maybe it's not...

Maybe it's not what you think
But it's what I think
What I do, what I say
How I deal with people everyday
You're different from me
We don't think the same things
You're opinion is golden, but so is mine
You may label it one way, but my label is fine

Maybe it's not what you feel
But it's what I feel
You may feel this way, but I feel deeply
You may hide things, but I wear my heart on my sleeve
It doesn't make you right
and it doesn't make me wrong
You may sing one thing
But I sing my song

Maybe it's not how you say it
But it's how I say it
You might mean something, but I mean this
What you may say can hurt
But what I say brings me bliss
I may be contradicted, but it's what's on my mind
Whether you say this, or I say that, we're all one of a kind

Maybe it's not how you mean it
But it's how I mean it
You're meaning may be nicer
and I know mine is meaner
You may speak the truth, but I have implications
You accept everyone and I have invitations
But I can be nice, and you can be rude
Saying things you don't mean, while I sometimes speak the truth
You're meaning is different, but maybe I mean the same
But meanings can differ even though we play the same game

Maybe it's not what you think
But it's what I think
I don't write this because I'm always right
and you're always wrong
I write this because I'm entitled to feel how I feel
think what I think, and mean what I mean
But so are you
We're only human, and we're all different
I do what makes me happy, and I know you do too
Whatever we each may feel, it's always true

My first blog!

Well, hello there fellow bloggers!
My name is Rachel...and I guess the main reason for this is because of my friend Binny :)
Also, I'm really excited to let out a bit of steam on something other than paper.
Yeah...that's it for now
:p