Is it possible?

When something ultimately alters our lives and we say goodbye to one stage of life
and enter another knowing the wisdom of our last stage
are we truly ready? Is this what we need??


It is...but is it possible to get over what you had?
Is it possible to get over the memories your created and the laughs you shared?
Is it possible to learn so that you can go back and love even deeper than you did before?


Is it possible for you?
For you to wake up in the morning knowing that I need to be gone for while?
To keep trying to learn what you need just like me?
To keep smoking or playing the guitar like you love to do?

I'm trying to stay strong
I need you to stay strong too
I know you're hurting
I've cried for three hours

I'll never stop loving you
No matter what weather may come or people I may encounter
I'll always remember those horrible days that seemed to melt away with you
and I'll remember that horrible days will one day melt again
when I can make you the happiest I possible can
I have to start with me first

Is this possible?
There's only one thing that's not possible
The only thing that's not possible is that I will stop loving you




I will love you even after my heart stops beating...and I sure as hell know that that's possible.

Be happy for me

Everyday I come home or wake up from my sleep
and rush to my computer 'cause it's you I want to meet
and there you are, waiting for me, like you always do
In that solitary moment, I'm happy, but are you too?

I type to you "hello my love" and ask if you're okay
But there's always something wrong, you had a horrible day
You're sick and tired of homework, guitar lessons went wrong
You got really sick in the morning, you're day was really long

Do you know how much I love you? You're so special to me
Just smile once although the day was not very easy
Be happy just to know that you can still feel warm breeze
Be happy for yourself, be happy just for me

The next day I sign on, hoping that you're okay
you're there, of course waiting for me and I'm worried about your day
I type to you "hello baby" and ask "Is everything alright?"
you type to me "I missed you baby. I missed you all last night"

You don't need me, you'll never need me, to make your day bright
You're happiness comes from you and from your inner light
You're so strong and you're so great, but why can't you see
that no one else but you can ever make yourself happy

You're so wonderful and so brave but you hate yourself
I know you sometimes wish that you were really someone else
But I think you're amazing, spectacular and so sweet
I don't think you realize how happy you make me

If you can make me happy, than it can't be hard for you
to smile a few times a day, a smile that's honest and true
You've got everything you need, and no, you really don't need me
to love your life, and where you are, and just to be happy