The most pain I've ever felt is knowing that someone out there wants to be with you and loves you for who are...and you can't spend every waking moment with them...
That void inside gets bigger and bigger...you can try to fill it with activities or homework or friendship...but only they can fill the hole that's gaping inside your chest...
You don't remember how to breathe anymore...is it in and then out and then in...or in and then in and then back out again...your walls are spinning out of control...the very foundation of the world is crumbling away from the soles of your feet
The useless noise is getting louder and louder and there's nothing you can do to make it stop...you can scream and cry and try to destroy everything in your path...there's only one cure and he's not here...not anywhere...not with you
You ask "why me?"...but there's no answer except that you've fallen in love with someone who lives thousands of miles away...
do long distance relationships work? yes...
Is it painful? there's no other word that can describe it...you can't even imagine...
and you'll wake up tomorrow and realize that you have to live through another day without their arms wrapped around you
